Well, you don't actually have to have Fruity Loops to make music. There are plenty of other programs out there where you can make music. I use two different programs myself. They are... Magix Audio Studio and FL Studio. To be honest, 10 of my 14 songs are from Magix Audio Studio, which was only $80 to buy. In some ways that program is better than FL Studio. Magix is more user friendly and you can choose segments of the song to repeat and choose places of sounds. Seems easier to me that way. But also, FL Studio has a lot more to offer with sounds and effects. I've also heard about Reason 4.0 being a program you can use for music. Not sure the price or sounds, but maybe check into that. Or even use real instruments and record through the computer. Last, but not least... you don't have to make music all the time. Giving yourself a break in betwen here and there let's you become calm and gives your mind a fresh set of ideas from time to time. I hope the best for you for whatever the outcome is. :)
ChineseBoar1995
Don't worry. Take your time. You'll make good songs. Just use your imagination.
Crakle
lol Thanks ill try not to worry but thanks again